Take 7

Hello again,this's supposed to be my first post about Jude!Infact I'd posted it,then deleted it,now again reposting it!!!!Its me Jude.............indecisive yet passionate!Jude,it's d reason y I like to irritate u everyday!U dnt give a crap to dis,But i really do......as You know,I'm overtly nd foolishly sentimental,which you call,being 'mushy'!ya,i know my vocab is not dat gr8 nd yet i do write blogs!!! :O
still,Jude dis one was the first for you,so i treasure it a lot!!!!!!


I've titled it as 'Jude65@gmail.com'


Jude65@gmail.com



I liked to talk to her,
But did she like to hear me!
I thought,I knew her,
But did she try to know me!

Her name was jude65@gmail.com;
This only I knew,as standard norm!
Though I tried;
I never gave her a ring;
As all I did,was only ping;

She used to say,
I speak only crap;
But did she know;
This was the way,I wrap!
As words were then,
Very difficult to come;
And whatever came,
Only proved me more dumb!

One day she said,'Don't,hit on me!'
I told her,'No,I'm not!'
But ever if she say,'Don't talk to me!'
I never to say,'No,I'm not!'

Oh Lady!
Don't make any more trouble;
Just say some crap & blow this like a bubble;
For me;
Hi is the only word,to say;
I hope,it's not a crime!
For that;
I scribbled some words here,to play;
Tell me,do they actually rhyme?




I can't express myself better than this!This is my only language,as i'm very shy.....shit again speaking crap!
anyways just wanna say......watever leave....bye!!!!

Take 6

This is short poem I've written for Jude again.....this time I've been inspired by Pink Floyd's song 'Hey You'.....believe me....dats d two words i copied from them....rest is mine!!!!

I've titled it 'HEY YOU'



hey you


hey you,
when i look at you!
i see a confidence,
whole lotta new!
hey you,
there's no cliche about you!
everything you say,
can be said,only by you!

hey you;
time rolls on,just like you;
but,my NP-hard problem,
will always be you!
no,i'm not lying:atleast,not to you;
maybe someday,i'll again see you!
then,i'll say:
hey you!
still those eyes of you,
has not lost its sheen!
still that smile of you,
has not missed its gleam!

hey you!
for me;
it's only,you,you & you!
but alas;
whatever i say:only irritates you!
i know,it's not my day;
but someday,it might be mine!
when i might be,your 'someday guy';
filling your somedays,with my time!

hey you,
where are you!
i've nothing to lie,
i've noone to cry,
oh yeah;
i'm totally fine!
as i've these words,
and these are truely mine!!





For Non CS people:::
NB:::NP-hard----->Its a kind of problem whose solution can't be found in polynomial time!!!!!!


No comments are welcome in this blog........if u have any though u can drop it in my mail or just ping me!!!!:P
Thank You!!!!

Take 5

This is a short poem I've written for Jude!Inspired from the famous Beatles song,
'Hey Jude....Dnt make it bad....Take a sad song....nd make it better'

I've titled it as MUSHY SUSHI



MUSHY SUSHI




Long long time ago,
I looked at you!
Atlast when I talked;
Only wanted to say you;

Jude!
I like you,
I knew you wouldn't!
I tried not to like you,
Alas,still I couldn't!

Jude!
Just add me in any of your sushi,
Good! I'll surely feel;
I'm a joke,so you call me mushy,
Bad! I surely don't feel;

Jude,
I like to know you,
My reasons seem really crude!
Jude,
I like to like you,
So,Please!Don't be rude;

Why you say 'things will fade'
Why I say 'it's not very late'
Infact why you'd to ask that 'why'?
You know,I can't ever lie!
Is it because,you wanted a final goodbye?
No no,please don't now lie!

Hey!
Have this last thing to say!
It's really been long,
Since I last said an Hi!
But,I'm not yet that strong,
To say that final Goodbye!!




Thank You!!!

Take 4

Hello friends,thanx 4 bearing me....taking all my crappy shit nd stuffs......I know I'm one of the biggest jackass you can ever come across.......So, this poem is dedicated to me and YOU!!!!!





ISLAND MAN



I believe that you hear me;
Though I never get to hear you!
I know that you're not my friend;
But,I'll never befriend you!
How many more years to yearn?
Before you see that I really grew!
I know that there is still some light;
But it's still not early to say,its night!

Slowly slowly,my time's washing away,
Atleast I believe,my future's not that far away!
Though I don't see any phoenix coming up yet,
But I pray that it atleast,won't be that late!

Hey,Joanne,Will you be my nightangle?
Sing to me a song,I'm dying to hear for long;
For long,I've been blowing my own futile horn;
Though it never gave me shelter,from my own thorn!

No,I don't want to break,like a little girl!
So,Ilene,come visit me in my jail;
After that,we'll just set our own sail;
And permissions won't we need,from any kind of grail!

Alas,Joanne never sang me any song;
Then,Ilene also took,really long;
Likewise,Cathy is never there to take;
And I know,Lousie will also be a big fake!
But still I continue to be in my own lake,
Without sailing to the seas,just for everyone's sake!

There're days when I wonder,why my life's so skew;
People surround me,yet they seem so few;
Yes,my friend,that's the way I grew;
So many chapters,yet nothing seems that new!

Why you always find me,easy to humiliate to?
Anything about me,seems fancy to make fun to!
These are things,I seldom cared to look to;
Until a question came up & I kept wondering to,
Really,Is there nowhere I'm going to?
No no,it's just;
I'm revealing myself too much,to you people to!!






Atlast I want to sign-off quoting one of the most beautiful lines from Bob Dylon from one of his songs....
"I wanted to give my heart but she wanted my soul..
Don't think twice,it's alright!"

Take 3

Sorry folks it's been a while since my last post!I's quite stuck with crap stuff that's happening in my life for sometime now!Now that I'm back,I hope to make more posts more often!This one is a rhyme,which I wrote today thinking about our lives and its problems basically!I know life sometime's a bitch,but it's you only who let it be so!I haven't named it yet though,but any suggestions are duly welcome!!!!
Dedication part......hmmmmm....lemme think.......okay.....this poem is dedicated to YOU!!!!!!!






Why you always crave for more?
Thinking this,has left me sore!
Happiness can't be found in any store,
Then why you run behind those crores!!
Now take a glance at your inner-core,
While I tell you this folklore!

I see a lot of beauty around,
But it tends to loose its ground!
Your whole life,you remain astound;
Never realising,what you've already found!
Your life might've been a beautiful sound,
If hadn't you mind,for once be clowned!!

Why you always,need to be right?
Why you always,wanna have a fight?
These are questions which don't have any light;
Till you free yourself from your inner-fright!
Then loosing,will no more be a plight;
And you might,even become your own knight!

Now war is waged in having everything;
Gored are those,who miss something;
But more,more,more;risks only one thing;
Your aim in life,might end up being nothing!
So,life will never seem a deuce,
If only you knew,how to loose!!

Then,why you always need to win?
It won't make your intuitions clean;
Agelong,you'll just fly and fly,
Just to find,you've noone with to cry!
Believe me,it's not a lie,
You'll find it,when you die!!

My life never looked,this beautiful,
Everything around,now seems so peaceful;
I think,I now make my stars rule;
And even I find myself cool!
But these thoughts came to my pool,
Only after I found,I'm a big fool!!!




From my previous posts I've been criticised of being too much love centric and overtly emotional!This time I've tried my best to tone it down! I hope you folks like it;Any kind of comments are welcome!
Atlast I want to sign-off stating a line from a beautiful song,I've been humming these days!Actually this song's been a kind of inspiration for me!

"Amake amar moto thakte dao,aami nijeke nijer moto ghuchiye niyechi
Ja chilona chilona se naa paaoi thak,sob pele nosto jibon."

Non bangu folks,grab a translator!!!:P

Take 2

LOVE BIOPSY


Endless nights,listless cries,
Too many songs,all full of lies;
Rum Whiskey all seemed then nice,
But all I wished ,someday I might again rise!

Nicotine came to my life for this reason,
Now I remember,it's an awful season,
As I couldn't take anymore of that crap,
I just wished to crawl back to nature's lap!

Always hoped,someday you'll take my hand,
Together we'd move to long godforsaken land,
Our dreams would turn back their sands of time,
Without which my life just seemed an unforgiven crime!

But days passed,hours went by,
You never turned back to say me a Hi!
Is it because,I grew up in a rye?
Or else you're just afraid of flying high in the sky!!!

Your loss,now has to be someone else's gain,
Then why to bear all this useless pain?
Love someday will again surely rain,
But this time,I won't let it be flushed out of the drain!!!

Love struck once,might leave you frost-bitten,
But don't let it keep you,forever smitten.
Every phoenix some day's to rise from its ashes,
Leaving all signs of its damn past rashes!

Now I know,music of love's there forever,
But,players like me, then knew it never ;
They say,love took me to utter insanity,
But in this way,I finally saw god's own charity!!!



Though I've titled it as Love-Biopsy,I's long obsessed with the title Love-Autopsy!But then I realized that my love never died.Actually,no love can ever die.It's like all things living and breathing in life;it ebbs & flows,but never quits!A heart void of love is not worthy of beating at all.

Most importantly,this rhyme is not dedicated to any special soneone!Any comments regarding that is surely not welcome.
It is infact,the LOVE BALLAD of every man whose heart beats & is worthy of love.It's just my adaptation of this eternal Love Ballad based on my life experiences.It's just yet another simple rhyme joining the long list of Love Ballads u find by googling on net!
So,don't call me a poet.Just remember Plato's words:::
'At the touch of Love every one becomes a poet'
You may also try and you never know!!!!!!!

Take 1

Hi all.............for the last one year,after registering myself in Eblogger,I've been pondering over stuffs to write upon.........And hey the good news is that I've finally got something to write upon and the bad news is ,this topic is the most confusing,yet most craved after thing on earth.And yes(no more brainstorming required),the topic is LOVE......

Man is a social animal.He's an animal.....why????Ask biologists.But he's definitely social.It's because,he knows how to express his love.Love for money,knowledge or any special someone makes him part of the soceity and drives him to his goals and desires.For centuries,man's been trying to define what's love.Infact,me for the last 10 years or so,is trying really hard to grab this concept into my mind,but alas,still didn't figure out any basic mathematical tool to illustrate it diagrammatically...:P & yes,I started really early!

People say Love is Life.Some say Love is Trap.But I'd like to say that Love is a lifetime ticket to broadway,showing you all colours and seasons of life.Whatever love is,it's really very abstract yet very much distinct!Actually Love doesn't need to be discussed; it has its own voice & speaks for itself!

You know, What's ridiculous about Love?
The idea of depending on one person for the rest of your life seems fully irrational;yet all beautiful rationalities in life had their origin from an irrational idea only!
Let me tell you, What Love really means to me?
Love for me is like a sweet rhythmic hymn that goes on till eternity,making you smile throughout your life.
Love for me is a list of endless nights,where every night seems like the first night.
Love for me is like endless chats,endless walks where no one ever gets out of words to say.
Love for me is like doing, out of the world romantic gestures, once in a while;like Ted's 2 minute date for Stella or say going 500 miles just to catch a short glimpse of your special someone,without considering the risk of being humiliated at the end.
Love for me is like a dam of mutual trust and understanding;which no matter how fast the water flows,nothing can breach.
Love for me is like defying all worldly obligations to have your beloved;like Sujal's craving for Kasish defying all(can't help it....had to add this....:P).
Love for me is the eternal spirituality which gives me the strength to achieve anything or everything in life.
Yes,guilty as charged!I'm an ardent romcom fan;being born & brought up in the unrealistic Yash Raj era of Indian films!!

Some people might say to you that Love is the only thing worth fighting for till the end. Here I just want to spice it up a little;Love that is possible is only worth trying for!
But this clause of 'Possibility' should be as much lean as possible.It shouldn't be a leverage for bail-out of cowards who don't even try for once. Always remember what Dr. HITCH says,'Basic Principles - no matter what, no matter when, no matter who... any man has a chance to sweep any woman off her feet; he just needs the right broom.'
Life's all about minimizing regrets. Have you ever wondered, 'I Could've', what this phrase means?
Actually friends,god's send the seeds of love in the hand of destiny, to this world for all. There's no basic protocol or algorithm for allocation of these seeds. Actually, our life is full of moments, where certain things could've happened, but they didn't. It's only because the magic moments went unrecognized & the hands of destiny just moved away from your head to someone else's. And then he lives happily ever after and you moron just go on eating your hat for the rest of you life!
And friends,Why this total scene of 'could've' ever comes to surface?
It's only because you're afraid of rejection!Every individual on this planet at some point in their life must've said,'I don't deserve this for a love that's not worth it!'.We suffer only because our love is being unrecognized and not reciprocated.But ultimately,there's a good reason for all these suffering,as in every love lies the seeds of our growth.
More than half of the relationships doesn't even come to surface because of the significant 'other' in our lives.
By 'other' I mean,'What I want to be like not What I'm.'
How many times have you heard people saying,'I don't have enough time for a relationship now.I've more important things to achieve'? These poor souls in the name of ambitions,work,duties for their whole life,live a lie & keep complaining that their life's a mess. These people don't understand the beauty of sacrificing one's own dreams for much bigger dreams. Presence of love gives us the checkpoints to the ever expanding pot named desire.
One shouldn't think much & 'Break the glass'.It means resolving the inner battles of yours & taking the plunge. And Yes,you might argue,that our choice might be wrong or may be it's not the right time. Then also I'd say,if your heart wants to,then take the plunge. Always remember,'A fall from the 3rd floor hurts as much as a fall from 100th'.Life's all about taking decisions,doing mistakes & learning from those mistakes. But if you don't take the plunge then you'd be stuck forever in the vicious circle of Could've;as 'Failure/Success is Momentary but Satisfaction is Eternal!'

When a man moves too fast,being unsure of himself,proposing things that are all very confusing;we know that he's in love.Any girl with the least bit of sensitivity could look into his eyes & understand what's there in his heart for her.What she'll tell he doesn't know yet,but one thing we surely know that he's suffering from the worst kind of addiction called 'lovijuana'.It's the worst kind of narcotic.I guess parents can give dose of pot,grass,marijuana(whatever u say!!!) to their kids suffering from lovijuana addiction!!!lolzzz....At first it brings the euphoria of complete surrender.Then slowly she rules his thoughts for 2 minutes & then he forgets her for say 3 hours.But slowly slowly,when this shifting of time-slice between 2 minutes & 3 hours occurs,he won't even realize.Before he realizes it,he can't think of anything else significant on this earth other than she.This feeling is fully ecstatic and totally out of hand.I bet,no drug on this earth can give this experience!!!
But my friends who've just broken up,don't resort to drugs. I've some good news for you. You're the significant few who know, what you want now. Waiting is painful. Forgetting is painful. But not knowing which to do is the worst kind of suffering. You people clearly don't fall in the third category. Don't worry. All love stories have much in common. Love existed before & will exist on forever.No love is actually true. It's only our heart's trick which makes us believe that it's the only one.Love manifests in various forms,one after another.Regardless of whether we love once,twice or dozen times,it'll surely take us to somewhere new.It might be hell or it might be heaven.Actually the moment we start seeking love,love seeks us!
And for all my single friends,I've some good news for you too.Let me share an event with you:
Two days back while returning from training,I boarded a local train(emu) as usual.You might not be knowing,but these trains get so crowded that you should consider yourself lucky,if you get a decent place to stand.Well that day a couple got in.As it's very crowded they're really struggling to stand.But the guy stood like a barricade,around that girl,irrespective of the rush getting in and out at every station.In trying times like these I saw their eyes.They're so peaceful.They're definitely in love.It gave him that strength to overcome that rush.
One imortant thing I forgot to menation above,the couple's in their late fifties!The smile in their face brought an instant smile into my face.So friends try to appreciate all the love around. God is not unfair,there's too much love in the air.The day you start smiling at small-small gestures of love in life,you'll surely start feeling that life's too much beautiful to be missed. When you start loving yourself,people around would start loving you!

Every couple in this planet consider themselves to be unique. It might be love at first sight,love after days of sights or say love after years of sights. But one thing you should never forget; Love is not about where things start,it's about where it goes!Not every individual get what they want. If you've it,consider yourself to be the significant few special ones. So don't mess with your gift.
After Love comes Marriage. But unlike in every other movie;they don't always live happily ever after. I want to quote an instance from 30 Rock where Liz discusses with Jane about love:
Liz: I don't have to shave,I don't have to bathe,I don't have to be clever or
nice;you know,I can just be myself, this is not what love is?
Jane: No love is hiding from who you're at all times even while you're
sleeping.Love's wearing make-up to bed,and going downstairs to purgatory to
poop & hiding alcohol in perfume bottles.that's love.
Liz: Ohh....it just sounds hard............Being with Dennis is easy.If you give
into it,you just start to feel kind of numb and warm and then you just get
sleepy.It's not that bad!
Jane: That exactly what seems like when you freeze to death!!
Here I present to you two ironical statements about love.You must be wondering that I've gone nuts.
I want to just ask,How many cases of infidelity have you come across?What's your stand in adultery?
I guess,Marriage is all about taking vows to evolve socially,economically and physically together but not alone.It means driving the wheel of life together!But people tends to go to a safe zone after marriage.If any partner goes to a slack after marriage then he/she is definitely devaluing the vows and cheating on his spouse.He/She is as much guilty as the one who's cheating on him/her by involving in adultery!
Actually successful marriages are built on trust,understanding,compromise & most importantly love. Love should be the basic raw material & should never be taken for granted. How many have you seen love transforming to sympathy?This is the worst thing that can happen in any relationship. It leads to numbness & sure-shot slow death!

So bottom line is that Love is the true Philosopher's Stone in Life!You needn't have to go to Hogwarts to have it!!!!!!Just look into your heart and feel the magic moments of life!

The Wise are Wise ,only because they Love!
And the Foolish are Foolish because they think they can understand Love!

Call me wise;Call me a fool. But you might be surely wondering,how come this foolish wise single know all these?
To that,I'll just sign-off stating::

You don't need to be in Rome to know what the Romans do!!!!!!!!!!SAVVY!!!!